FISH Without Water .....

It was a gloomy nite as I lied in bed in d bumpy hearts of d situation. I have n opened my computer and went from one site to another sites. I found nothing that made me feel peace and attracted my attention – NOTHING that made me feel better.
So I browsed again and again until my eyes were tired – still I have found nothing.

My tears blurred the nite – I touched my fingertips n I felt my tears dropping. My mind struggled to remember all my past – I fought battle with another part of my mind, trying desperately to forget.

I felt very miserable that nite and was alone in my worldly quests.. I didn’t find any “friends” thro browsing million of sites. I felt so overwhelmed filled with fear. But then I moved my hands n found my Prayer Beads, are traditionally used to keep count of the repetitions of prayers, and I went from 1 to 115 ..and what I did …I found I slept in d middle of praying ….